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The nine men made their final preparations in the moments before the
officials called them to the starting line of the 1500 metre final.
The Belgian runner, Van Damme, who would be dead within
the year, shook his legs and his arms, as if they were a bundle of wet
sticks that must be dried before he fed them into the furnace of his
chest.
Moorcroft and Clement of Great Britain tried not to
notice each other, even as they inadvertently touched each other’s hands
in the attempt to loosen their fractious bodies.
Wellmann remembered the tracks on which he had trained,
the woods surrounding his childhood home, the mornings in which he
startled deer in the sun-filled clearings and for fun had taken off to
outrun the animals into the shaded enclosures of the trees. Part of him
wanted to be in the shadows now, away from the tens of thousands who
watched.
There was a bruise on Coghlan’s left foot where he had
stepped on a pebble two days before outside the stadium. Never wear your
racing flats for a training run. He had been taught that by his first
coach twelve years before, but he had forgotten in his need to feel the
confidence of being barefoot, as close as he could be now.
Zemen thought of his cousin, Karl, pursuing him on the
streets of Budapest with a stick. The bullying had frightened him into a
desperate need to run fast. He looked around at the other finalists, as
if to find one that would carry the stick.
This is my home. This is my track. Every one here cheers
me. Wohlhuter said these three sentences over and over in his mind.
Crouch held a feather in his right hand. A small white
feather that he found on the pavement outside the Olympic village.
Walker listened to his breathing. He saw his breath
expand inside of him to become an expanding wisp of white vapor. He
looked at the blackness of his jersey, how it resembled a cloud over
Christchurch.
Over the stadium, he white and the black clouds were
compelled into collision by the engine of the wind. At the moment of the
firing gun, the conflagration would erupt.
There was a tenth man. A Tanzanian named Bayi.
On May 17, 1975, Bayi had run the fastest mile in the
history of the world. Less than three months later, running on a track
in the Swedish city of Gothenburg, with the North Sea as a backdrop,
Walker had lowered the mile record by over 1.5 seconds.
But stride for stride, Walker and Bayi had not raced each other since
the 1974 Commonwealth Games 1500m final. For that contest, Bayi had come
to Christchurch to contend with Walker on provided by the loudest crowd
to ever view a New Zealand sporting event carried Walker from 20 yards
behind to within a yard at the finish.
On that day, Bayi had broken the world record. In trying to chase him
down, Walker had also broken the world record. And in their wake, three
of the other runners ran the fastest times in the history of their home
countries: Kenya, Australia and Great Britain.
Now nine men prepared to approach the line for the start of the Olympic
final, but Bayi was not one of them. Four months earlier, the country of
Bayi’s birth, Tanzania, had joined 27 other African nations in
boycotting the meeting of Olympians.
Earlier in the Olympic year, a team of New Zealander rugby players had
played a series of matches in South Africa. The nations of the African
continent, united in their abhorrence of the apartheid government in
South Africa, demanded that the International Olympic Committee ban New
Zealand. The IOC refused to do this. Thus the boycott.
* * *
Bayi had taken sick with malaria after the boycott was announced. Would
one have occurred without the other? Malaria was a common affliction in
Tanzania. He had the strength to rise every morning at five and run a
hard-paced eleven miles. He had the strength to run intervals day after
day, quarter mile after quarter mile, but the will of his body could not
overcome the will of his country.
He lay in bed, shivering. The curtains shivered also. The baseboard
expelled more heated hair into the room. He was trying to compose a
letter in his thoughts to Walker. Each version began with the words ‘I
hope …’, but he did not wish to write of his hopes. They were
meaningless.
I hope. I hope. On tv, the tape of the 1968 Olympics was showing
Kip Keino pulling away from Jim Ryun. Bayi watched the tape several
times a week … several times a day since he had become sick. The great
Kip Keino. He had beaten Keino for the first time in the 1973 All-Africa
Games. Keino had a triumph, however, that would be withheld from him.
I am coming to you, Walker. In the morning, maybe I will see you in
the darkened streets of Arusha, Before the sun rises, your long blonde
hair puts me in mind of the sun. I am coming to you, Walker. We will
have a good strong run.
* * *
If humans could be sparrows, they would have no use for running. They
would fly through the rafters of stadiums before they alight on the top
rung where no one dares to sit.
When the gun sounded, the birds in the stadium flew up in panic. They
circled beneath the clouds before turning in a frenzied wheel toward the
village, in the hope of finding discarded bits of food.
One bird did not leave its perch. The sparrow looked down on the
charging runners, flew down to the track. One bird made a circle within
the stadium.
© Andrew Grossman
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